The great error in the sky

These days I found myself in a self problem. For all those days I make myself feel better; for all those days I controlled my mind and body to all my will.

Now there is a feel in my body, something that don't fit in; I am a rejector, with all my will, a rejector... But that is really something? Those scars i leave behind, those after me stay with them.

I want to show them
how the silence can be good
how those feeling get stronger in the silence

And my silence stay for years...